Save me
Heaven save me
I feel betrayed by the work of my hands

My life is a constant war
My life is a constant fight

These lyrics are from a song I listen to. I feel it describes life pretty well. There is always a fight. Most of the time it is spiritual and I’m the biggest foe.

1 Timothy
12 Fight the good fight of faith, lay hold on eternal life, to which you were also called and have confessed the good confession in the presence of many witnesses. 

Notice it says lay hold on eternal life, to which you were ALSO called. So what is your first calling?
We need to grab hold of the promises He has for us, but always know that faith IS a fight.